Self-forgiveness

I'm battling for self-forgiveness
mistake I've done in the past
keep haunting me
blaming myself...
why did I do that?...
Stupid, immature, and disappointing act...
often I forgive others with much less effort..
but for self-forgiveness...
sorry seems to be the hardest words..


However, i have to forgive myself...
moving forward and releasing myself from the past..
indeed it ain't easy...
it's the hardest battle in my heart..
I fighting harder...even now still fighting..
For self-forgiveness.


Help me lord, guide me...let me forgive myself..releasing myself from the past hurt. And moving forward the future with renewed sense of purpose to be a better person. Amen.

My Prayer

Tuhan, aku hanyalah manusia yang berbuat kesalahan-kesalahan 

bodoh. Lebih buruk dari itu, aku dengan sadar berdosa terhadap-Mu. 

Ampunilah aku, ubahlah aku, pulihkanlah aku, dan pakailah aku 

demi kemuliaan nama-Mu. Amin.

The silence and me...

Little world of mine

The silence...

Sometimes, silence is hard to endure..

Sometimes....

Silence make me cry...

Silence makes me feel lonely..

Silence makes me nuts..

silence makes me bored...

I want to enjoy the silence...

Then here I am, breaking the silence...

Just me and my passion...

Just myself chatting with The Mighty Lord...

Just me, reflecting myself...

Just me thinking...

Just me and my song...

Just me, singing...

Just me and my guitar...

Just me strumming the melodies..

Just me and my sketchbook.. 

Just me reading comic...

Nobody, but just me...

Enjoying the silence...

Haha breakin' the silence!

Reflecting myself and my life...

 This is simply my favorite...Spent most of my spare time with this. Haha although i'm not really good at playing guitar...but at least i can sing along with it.

comic, magazine, Npaper, sudoku...

My beloved mp3 (gift from my bro) which i use to listen my fav song, surfing internet (lucky i have broadband), and do a lot of stuff with my laptop ^^