Self-forgiveness

I'm battling for self-forgiveness
mistake I've done in the past
keep haunting me
blaming myself...
why did I do that?...
Stupid, immature, and disappointing act...
often I forgive others with much less effort..
but for self-forgiveness...
sorry seems to be the hardest words..


However, i have to forgive myself...
moving forward and releasing myself from the past..
indeed it ain't easy...
it's the hardest battle in my heart..
I fighting harder...even now still fighting..
For self-forgiveness.


Help me lord, guide me...let me forgive myself..releasing myself from the past hurt. And moving forward the future with renewed sense of purpose to be a better person. Amen.