I MISS U LORD ♥

I'm searching for the things that makes me happy...

check on my photo collection...

but none of it could make me happy inside...

this homesickness already deteriorate my peace of mind and heart...

I play the guitar as there will be no tomorrow..

but still...my heart longing for something...

and I don't really know what the hell it is...

played all my favorite song

and sing along with it...

my heart still felt empty...no emotion at all

only my mind working...searching...finding..

anything that could put a smile in my heart..

Finally, I end up here...mumble the loneliness inside..

(sigh)long mumbling...then

Finally realize that it's been a while since I have a moment of solitude..

a moment of silence with You, Lord...

a moment to pray...resting my soul and my mind...

oh Lord...how far I've been driven away from you..

forgive me, Lord...because sometimes I tend to satisfied my own desire

without thinking what's Your will on me...

Lord Jesus, 

Help me and guide me 

to Your nest of Love ♥

where I could find ultimate joy and peace of mind and heart...

I ♥ You, Lord Jesus...

teach me to L♥ve You more. 

Amen.